how contradicting

today I `m gonna blog about how contradicting these 2 people is..

HOW CONTRADICTING when the whole world is asking you to see a doctor except you bf..

HOW CONTRADICTING that you want a happy celebration with him but it turns out the other way..

HOW CONTRADICTING when tou are coughing your lungs out, tossing around coz you can't sleep and your love one doesn't even care a shit about you..

HOW CONTRADICTING when he says he's free but he didn't even text me to ask me whether if I`m ok..

Hais.
I`m so fucking sad.
I cried in the clinic, cried at work, cried otw home & crying now..